Friday, September 09, 2005
God's Love Letter to You
Hey! I got this from dollcrave.com! It's really a great read! oohmigosh ang ganda nung letter!
here goes of miss dollie crave's post of what God's letter says:
My child, you may not know me, but I know everything about you (Psalm 139:1). I know when you sit down and when you rise up(Psalm 139:2), I am familiar with your ways (Psalm 139:3), even the very hairs on your head are numbered (Matt 10:29-31). For you were made in my image (Genesis 1:27). In me you live and move and have your being (Acts 17:28), for you are my offspring (Acts 17:28). I knew you even before you were conceived (Jeremiah 1:4-5). I chose you when I planned creation (Ephesians 1:11-12), You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book(Psalm 139:15-16). I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live (Acts 17:26). You were fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14), I knit you together in your mother's womb (Psalm 139:13), and brought you forth on the day you were born (Psalm 71:6). I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me (John 8:41-44) I am not distant and angry, but I am the complete expression of love (1 John 4:16) and it is my desire to lavish my love on you. (1 John 3:1) Simply because you are my child and I am your Father (1 John 3:1) I offer you more than your earthly father ever could (Matthew 7:11) For I am the perfect father (Matthew 5:48) Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand (James 1:17) For I am your provider and I meet all your needs (Matthew 6:31-33) My plan for your future has always been filled with hope. (Jeremiah 29:11) Because I love you with an everlasting love (Jeremiah 31:3) My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore (Psalms 139:17-18) And I rejoice over you with singing. (Zephaniah 3:17) I will never stop doing good to you (Jeremiah 32:40) For you are my treasured possession (Exodus 19:5) I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul (Jeremiah 32:41) And I want to show you great and marvelous things (Jeremiah 33:3) If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me (Deuteronomy 4:29) Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart (Psalm 37:4) For it is I who gave you those desires (Philippians 2:13) I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine (Ephesians 3:20) For I am your greatest encourager (2 Thessalonians 2:16-17) I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles (2 Corinthians 1:3-4) When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you (Psalm 34:18) As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart (Isaiah 40:11) One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes (Revelation 21:3-4) And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth (Revelation 21:3-4) I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus (John 17:23) For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed (John 17:26) He is the exact representation of my being (Hebrews 1:3) He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you (Romans 8:31) And to tell you that I am not counting your sins (2 Corinthians 5:18-19) Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled (2 Corinthians 5:18-19) His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you (1 John 4:10) I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love (Romans 8:31-32) If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me (1 John 2:23) And nothing will ever separate you from my love again (Romans 8:38-39) Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen (Luke 15:7) I have always been Father, and will always be Father (Ephesians 3:14-15) My question is, will you be my child? (John 1:12-13) I am waiting for you (Luke 15:11-32) Love,Your Dad. Almighty God
flashbacks of the past [2:19 AM]
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Tuesday, September 06, 2005
Hindi ko kaya by josh santana
Magmula ng magkalayo,Araw gabi nalulungkotDi matanggap ng damdamin,Na ikaw ay hindi na akin.
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Pa'no ang gagawin ko,Nasana'y na sa piling moSana'y hindi tayo nagkalayo,Sana'y naririnig mo.( Chorus )Hindi ko kaya ang limutin kita,Masdan mo lumuluha ang aking mga mataPilitin ko man ako'y nasasaktan,Ang katotohanan ay mahal parin kita
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Nasan kaman sana'y dinggin,Puso ko ay muling mahalinAng nagdaan muling balikan,Muling buhayin ang pag-mamahalan
flashbacks of the past [9:45 PM]
Kung Alam Mo Lang by Roxie
hindi mo na kailangan pa
ito`y sabihin pa
na mayroon nagbago
sa loob ng puso mo
wala akong magagawa kundi palayain ka
kaya pinilit kong wag aminin sa iyo
kung alam mo lang kaya
ang tunay na nadarama
nanaisin mo pa bang lumayo sa piling ko
at kung alam mo lang sana
kailan man di mawawala
ang pagibig ko sayo lagi nasa puso ko
akala ko ay kaya na
nga yong wala ka na ngunit hindi pla
lumutin ka ay di magawa
palagi kong tinatanong sa sarili ko ito
ikaw ba ay lalayo kung lahat ay inamin ko?
kung alam mo lang kaya
ang tunay na nadarama
nanaisin mo pa bang lumayo sa piling ko
at kung alam mo lang sana
kailan man di mawawala
ang pagibig ko sayo lagi nasa puso ko
pipilitin kong itago ang lahat ng ito
ngunit patuloy kong tanong
kailan kaya magwawakas oh ito
kung alam mo lang kaya
ang tunay na nadarama
nanaisin mo pa bang lumayo sa piling ko
at kung alam mo lang sana
kailan man di mawawala
ang pagibig ko sayo lagi nasa puso ko
~Kiliiig akow!~
flashbacks of the past [3:57 AM]
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Saturday, September 03, 2005
Antique Competition!
Kakaloka tong game na to! sobra! Nahirapan ako sa pagpapraktis tapos di ako nanalo! Sinermonan pa nga kami ni Sir Tanalgo pagkatapos ng laro...
Takot ako dahil nagsisimula palang ako sa larangan ng taekwondo, baka masobrahan...
This picature was taken by our Sir Tanalgo sa Antique regionals specifically in San Jose...my fight was not that great at nabadtrip pa ako nung time na yun, I wasn't myself nung time na yun due to some misunderstandings, basta secret. Good thing bumuti na yung kalagayan ko pag-uwi namin. Uy syanga pla, Honey won Gold sa tournament! Siya lang mag-isa ang may medal sa amin wala na. Tingnan niyo mukaha ni Sir Victor, (sa gitna) parang di pa natutuwa! Ahaha ako siyempre dapat naka pose talaga, sa gitna ako nila Honey(holding a gold medal) at Bords (yellow shirt)! O di ba? Di man nanalao at least photogenic ang dating! ahaha! Ang passi ay nagsisismula pa lang naman maging popular di pa kami masyadong bantog sa larangan ng taekwondo...ok lng masaya walang reklamo...bakit angal ka? Ahaha...
When it was the time for us to bid byes sa San Jose Antique (since it was my first time there), we bought a plastic full of bandi! Hmm sarap talaga ng peanut brittles!
flashbacks of the past [7:18 PM]
Prepare for him...
flashbacks of the past [6:27 PM]
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My Very First MedaL!
I sound like a first timer tlga! ahaha! I am so astonished to the fact that I won a silver medal yesterday! Ahaha, I couldn't believe that I'm hearing the word CHAMPIONSHIP for the first time! My instructor maybe got surprised that I won but the score was really funny ahaha! secreeet! ehehe! See this picture over here? sa left po! Yep it's Monsour and he's one of my favorite taekwondo jins in the Pinas! Man I saw him in Guimaras when I had my first competition there! whoo and my weight was funny too! ehehe u know why? I competed for the "fly" weight and I lost. My second fight was in San Jose, Antique and I had a bad shot there, and good thing for Honey that she bagged GOLD! Lucky her! So anyways as I was saying Monsour was really tall! He wore a red shirt that time and he could speak bisaya! Wow! Grabe he even asked me kung napano ang kamay ko in bisaya ha! grabe! I got star struck! Ahaha so lemme tell you about my 3rd tournament where I really won a medal for myself...hmm pero before that ala na kaming pera pambayad ng tuition fee ko sa taekwondo..nahihiya me ke Sir Victor dahil pabigat na nga me tapos di pa me nagbabayad sana makahanap kami pera...sana mahaba pa kanyang pasenxa..hehehe. So anyway...
We don't have enough time to practice for the tournament. We practiced for only 2-3 days before the competition and I was scared that I'd almost cry...when we arrived in Gaisano city last Aug. 27, 2005, kahapon, I'm about to pee and the mall was still closed. Prang maiihi na me! But sa wakas the mall opened at dali-dali kaming nagbihis...sobrang nataranta aku...
Pero ang mas nakakataranta e nung dumating ang taekwondo Hunk na c Mr. Japoy Lizardo. Some of my taekwondo mates keep on teasing me nung araw na un. "Inspiration daw". Actually he was nothing to me, I just adore how he plays, his stance, posture his eyes that's all.
Nung competition na I got goosebumps akala ko kalaban ko ung taga Sta. Barbara kasi magaling tlga xa. Pero ok lng naman kasi mabait din nmn xa. Pero ung nakalaban nya ay ung taga Sta. Maria ata. magaling tlga un, nakita ko puro pasa katawan ni Tin-tin tapos ng Laro nila kaya natakot ako. Pero nung turn ko na d na me kinabahan, nagdalasal ako ng itinuro sakin sa Divine Mercy saka todo tiwala sa sarili. Sana di me pinapabayaan. Inaway ko pa nga si Sir na wag ipapirmahan ung poster ko ke Japoy kasi gusto ko ako personally. Ok, so tapos nun prepare na me dahil ung fyt ko nasa court B. Akala ko matatalo na ako nun, 45 kick yung pumasok na point (as usual) pero sa first round walang nakapuntos sa amin. Tapos pinagalitan pa me ni Manang Keith, ung student ni Sir Victor sa Sta. Barbara, palaro player un! Kasi daw, bakit ayaw bumaba ng mga kamay ko, dahil baka masipa ung armor ko! Pawis na pawis ako pero ok lang, lumaban pa rin hanggang sa manalo ako for the FIRST TIME! grabe prang langit ang feeling! Sayang nga lang dahil hindi me pinanuod ng Mommy ko.
Pero I'm soooo happy dahil mabaet ang kalaban ko pagkatapos ng laro, ikinunggratulate na me! Bait nya tlga pramis! Kahit nung second fyt na mabait pa rin ang kalaban ko pagkatapos, kaya I'm not against her winning the title na GOLD medalist. Kaya tapos nun, I rewarded myself with a prized pic with Japoy, parang hindi ako makangiti, pero di rin nagpound ung heart ko, ok lng prang wala lng, pero I got starstruck...I guess kahapon was one of the best experiences na dapat kong ipagpasalamat sa Diyos! PRAISE THE LORD!
"Papa Jesus salamat po sa gabay na binigay mo, lalo na nung natatakot ako TY TY TY! MWA MWA MWA! wlang katapusang pasasalamat! AMEN."
flashbacks of the past [10:45 AM]
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Saturday, August 27, 2005
Japoy Japorms!
Ahaha! Eto ang isa sa mga kilalang taekwondo jins sa pilipinas..naging sikat xa sa MAYLO ad! ahaha! naging fan nya ako simula nung nagjoin ako sa taekwondo at nanalo pa ako ng first medal ko nung nandun xa! proud aku nun! alam nyo ba? nagdemo din xa dun wow grabe ung stance nya at ang tira AYUS! hehe kaya I searched sa net ng profyl nya..what is he like? mabaet, suplado o ksp, wla lng..ahaha..o eto prof nya:
Taekwondo jin
A master of martial arts Way energetic
John Paul Lizardo
Name: John Paul Gaerlan Lizardo
Nickname: JapoyE-mail address: wala pa eh! [and even then, you wouldn't get to find out, stalkers. - Prankoys JJC]
Chatroom nickname: -
Birthdate: June 8
Birthplace: QC
Weekly Allowance: P 500
Hobby: Playing basketball, drums
Favorite food: Chopsuey
Favorite drink: Syempre ano pa ba e di MAYLO!
Favorite TV show: Kool Ka LAng, UFC (Ultimate Fighting)
Favorite sport: Taekwondo, basketball, swimming, table tennis
Favorite video game: Wala eh!
Favorite book: Sorry wala rin!
Favorite writer: Geronimo Cristobal and Francis Tolentino!!! (sipsip daw)
Favorite movie: Bruce Lee moviesFavorite actor: -
Favorite actress: -
Favorite singer: -
Favorite band: Freestyle, Incubus
Favorite song: No Such Thing, Back to You, Manila by Hotdog (MTM!)Favorite teacher: Ma'am Duka!
Reason: Taas grade ko eh!! Ayus kabarkada
Favorite subject: Recess!!! (joe) Filipino
Reason: Mataas din eh!!!
Favorite classmate: Lahat!!! At lahat ng Lope K. Sigma!
Reason: Kasi LKS the best!!!
Favorite tyrannical dictator: Wala!!!
Favorite airline: Korean Airlines
Favorite time period: Pagtapos na lahat ng subject
Favorite condom brand: Wala eh!! Siguro Frenzy
Favorite perfume: Hugo Boss!Favorite pet: Aso!
Favorite hangout: Tindahan sa may kanto!Greatest dream: To be an olympic gold medalist
Person admired most: My father and my mother
Future plans: Syempre magkapamilya!!
Unforgettable occurence this year: Di ko maalala tulungan mo nga akong alalahanin?
Likes: Gusto!
Dislikes: Ayaw!
Describe yourself: I am always happ! Sometimes sleepy! HYPER! KULET
Motto: LKS THE BEST!!! God is good all the time!
Would you rather be buried or cremated? How about fumigated?
Siguro fumigated para di ako uurin nyahahaha!!!
Would you rather be forgotten or hatefully remembered?I want to be forgotten remembered! (tama ba?)
Do you get the urge to defecate when you take a piss in the morning?Sometimes!
In your opinion, who sucks the most in the classroom?Wala naman lahat may pakisama!
Who is the most beautiful person for you?
My mother of course!!!
Ever fall through a manhole? Did you get dirty? Did it stink?Di ko pa nasusubukan eh hayaan mo mamaya susubukan ko!
Three wishes...1. Sana marami pera!2. Sana di-magkasakit3. Sana bigyan mo pa ako ng 3 wishes!
Have you ever eaten dog? Cat? Dragon? How did it taste?
Yup! Tastes like chicken!
Crush mo ba si Maxene M.? Si Francis M.? Si Sharon? E si Jose de Venecia?Hindi eh! Si Jorge siguro
Is your name Helen?Don't think so!
Ever poured rat poison in your cereal by mistake?Not yet!
Ever been chased by a horny corpse?Nope!
utting burning dog poop on people's doorsteps: Funny?I've never tried it but I think it's very funny!
Which would you rather have, a skateboard, sports car, airplane, tank, boat, giant robot, or scoped high-power rifle?I want to hav all of them!
Have you ever seen a human head enter a vagina completely? If so, did you cry or get the crap scared out of you?Nope, because AC erased that movie from his PC. (kaya di ko nakita)
If you had a chance to be someone else, who would it be?I think me!!!
Do you hate yourself?Why should I? I'm damn sexy! (Yeah, baby, yeah!!!)
Do you like yourself?Of course!!! BANLAG
Would you prefer a foreigner or alien from another galaxy as your husband/wife/lover?Kun ano ibigay sakin ng Diyos!
Ever get bitten by a dog? How many times? Did it hurt?Not yet!
What college are you planning on attending? What course? Planning on a master's degree?La Salle, Comm Arts
The best movie you've ever watched was?Bruce Lee movies!
What was the best book you never read?High school books!!!
Any last words?I think therefore I am
As long as one keeps searching the answrs come! <- Hoy alam nyo ibig sabihin nito
Lope K. Sigma the best!!!
flashbacks of the past [10:17 AM]
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Wutta funny luvstory ahaha!
Huhu..Enough of the cries will yah! Hear this story, I dunno how to retell but here goes...
It's about my Physics teacher's lovestowee. Ahaha, I just had a laugh before posting this one. She told us how many Boyfriends she's got before she got married! She even admitted that a week after her marriage she was still unsure of her love for her future husband, because someone from the past came back...Everyone thinks I'm crazy why I'm laughing while I retell this tale. Really, it is funny..Why?! Ahaha my teacher was laughing when she told us about this story of hers.
She admitted that she had several boyfriends and in fact 3 all at one time...There was one near their house, then a foreigner (ahem...JAPANese) and another somewhere in Pototan, Iloilo. Ahahaa...Where did she ever got the guts to do that?! Why, I can't even do that..ahaha, no just kidding. So anyways, she told us that when she wants to split, she doesn't mean to break the poor guy"S" heart (take note: it's plural for "guy"). She just gets bored easily. Whoa, considering that she's not that pretty. Everyone says she's ugly, even she says it! Yes, but for me only "less" beautiful compared to the other teachers in the SSC. But she is appealing! True! What's her secret to grabbing the GUYS? ahaha don't be surprised but its just the "BRAINS". She graduated with the highest rank in the whole school for her course. Now no wonder...hmm
A lot of hunks chase her, even if she already works in school. Wutta Teacher! Ahaha she did have an hour to talk to us or, should I change it to SHARE to us her let's say "One-of-A-Kind" funny lovestory! She once shared that she had a crush on her student! Ahaha! She would always look at him every discush! But what was good was that she wasn't unfair...to speak clearly she was fair in giving her students grades. Even though she wants that kid hmm not so badly, she still manages to take a hold of her responsibility as a teacher...so she gave him one of the least grades in the room when she had to! ahaha, she said that it was hard for her to hold a red pen to mark that malas guy's card! Ahaha! We all roared into laughter!
She is one teacher that I'd like to have...she's got sense of humor that everyone wants to have...even if her stories were like exaggerated but those were true. Think about this...she's a very VERY GOD-FEARING person to tell everyone the truth! She shares her experiences when the LORD guided her. Especially onto her marraige. Now she's happily married with two kids! Good for her talaga.
She's Ma'am Toledo our Physics teacher...she's one of the best teachers that I learned and had fun with in school!
flashbacks of the past [5:24 PM]
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Cheating on Exams?
My scores are running low and I dunno why. Maybe it's because my-pabaya ego has turned on again. I just hate studying because I don't get motivated sometimes but I might want to work out somethings so that I could adjust. Considering that I'm living at my Lolo's house bacause Dad won't let me stay at home he told me it was dangerous...weird.
I didn't like my score in Filipino, I thought and expected to get 49/50. turns out I got a wrong spelling. Some of my classmates are really fond of cheating which really irritated me. I thought it was unfair. But I accepted it though...that cheating is always a part of the test although it wasn't allowed. But I didn't follow what everybody was buzzing during the exams. So I ended up with a score that I wasn't satisfied with. I told myself to never cheat, I'm just keeping my word.
Another story yestersay was when my teacher in Social Studies announced our scores in our daily quizzes. She gave me a 79%. I didn't want to pass her subject, I was thought of as a weirdo, too rebelious. I dunno what was wrong. Motivation was lacking. A lack of Lovelife isn't an excusable reason, I dont' care if I end up loveless cause it was pretty useless if I lack the brains.
And just this morning, my teacher in Filipino announced our grades in her subject. I got another low strike. OhohoMyGOSH. I'm studying for the better, I'm gonna do it really good. I can't be a loser for life! I'll show them that I can top the class without CHEATING!
I always pray to God that He'd help me put up good grades again, what is so wrong with me?! I didn't understand myself anymore. Confusion reigns again. I just hope God could give me the answers...I know God listens when I pray that I don't want to cheat.
I will survive...the next exam...
flashbacks of the past [8:51 PM]
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